Sunday, January 25, 2009

My love


Kristina comes over to see me during the day while the baby is napping so I get to spend some time with her. I am making a date to go over and see the baby and get to know him. I fear my time is soon but at least I am happy now. My daughter has a beautiful son and another on the way and I have a beautiful woman by my side..

baby makes 5



Well baby number 2 is ont he way. This time I know it's Evan's. My father is a big help to us taking care of the one we already have. My mom has been acting weird. I think she has dementia but at least she does not notice what is going on between her bf and I. My husband's parents are coming over for dinner so I better prepare something nice.

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

Two men one decision?


Evan proposed to me so we are offically engaged. I haven't told my mom yet but I did tell me dad when I called him for his birthday. I still wanted to get engaged to my mom's boyfriend for some reason but that would be a bad bad idea.

My birthday



I celebrated my 55th birthday today. Alone. I don;t why all of this has happened to me. I love my wife and provided for her any my daughter and then she put's me out and had her lover move in with her. My daughter call me at least to wish me a good day.

Sunday, March 23, 2008

Conflicted


Well I moved into the dorm and there is this guy from back home Evan and I hit it off really well. We went to the same high school but never spoke but I like him. I do also have strong feelings for my mom's boyfriend. I thought it was a crush at first but I really like him too. I don't know what to do. He called me and I went back home for the day and my mom was at work and we ended up being intimate for the first time together. I should call Lee and tell him I am not going to see him any more.

I might be that good



I totally won this cooking contest I entered I totally rule. Tomorrow I turn 55 I can't believe it. I guess it is true that you are as young as you feel since I feel 35. My daughter is off at college having the time of her life. I don't know when or if Sebastian and I will get married but for now we are content with the way things are.

Thursday, March 6, 2008

She is dead


Kristina died I was in shock. I was even more in shock when I thought I saw her ghost come through a wall at me!! I can't believe she is dead.