I did it

I did it. I summoned up the courage and threw Toby out. I know I hurt him but Sabastian and I belong togther. I hope my daughter will understand. She will be a teen soon and I know she has a lot of questions about that happened to daddy.

Romantic getaway

Sabastian says he wants to take me on a romantic getaway that sound nice but how am I going to explain that to Toby. Maybe I will tell him I am working on a secret project and have go away for a couple of days. That should work.

My little girl is growing up

Shayla is now a child and I can see how much she looks like me and some of her mother's features as well. I want us to go on vacation once we sign the Bon Voyage Deal. I have been doing some research and it looks fun. Plus it would be good for Elizabeth and I to get away. She has seemed more distant lately. Maybe something at her job. I hope it is nothing serious.

To leave or not leave

Sabastian treats me like gold but what about Toby? I still love him too and he is my husband. Shayla became a child today so I am glad she goes to school during the day. I want to tell Toby I want to quit and stay home. I could spend time with Sabastian while Toby is at work. I should call my sister. I have not spent much time with her kids and they are children already. A little older than Shayla.